I attended a Welsh Ritual on June 25th. This time, I was just an attendee. One of the other Druids was the Seer for this ritual.
At the start of the ritual, I was feeling jittery and overstimulated. I stimmed, but the feeling wasn’t going away. Then I thought because some of the ritual was in Welsh, maybe I was picking up someone’s nervousness of attempting to speak the language. I shielded up and turned my camera off.
The ritual started and the Seer started channeling Morfran and telling His story. I realized that what I was feeling was spiritual. I tried grabbing my pendulum and realized that I didn’t really have control over my hands. Someone was trying to come through, trying to possess me without my consent.
If you’re new around here, I’ve been practicing consensual possession for a few years now, where I allow certain entities to enter my body and either partially or fully possess me to answer questions for people. This is something that I need to prepare for—before and after care. I don’t usually just allow entities to jump in anytime They want. But if its a God, I don’t really have a choice, unless They’re willing to listen to me.
On that Wednesday, Morfran was certainly trying to come through. I was arguing with Him—I refused to let Him through. I wasn’t prepared, He was violating me. There already was a Seer to speak on His behalf. It wasn’t me.
I was just really confused and pissed off.
Tyr was standing next to me. I saw Hekate far from me. I should’ve called for Mama to help, but in that moment, I wasn’t sure what was happening. I wasn’t sure if it was a test or if I should’ve called for Her. Instead, I grabbed an emergency grounding tool that I have, which helped. The energy wasn’t as strong.
I looked up at the screen, at the other Seer and attendees, but no one was distressed or anything. It was just me.
Then Tyr poured a cloak over me. In my head, I saw the word “Justice” on it, which I’m still not sure what that means. But it helped and I was able to close Zoom, and the connection to Morfran was broken.
I grounded. I calmed. I was angry and very confused. I realized that I should’ve just called for Mama Hekate. But She was there. I’ve had this sort of thing happen before, where entities will jump into me without consent, but Mama will remove them from me. So I wasn’t sure if it was a test or not. Mama Hekate decides who can use me as a conduit and who can’t. Sometimes lessons need to be taught. I wasn’t in any serious danger.
A little later, Morfran came to me and apologized for the “bad connection”.
I also kept seeing, like, a leaky container.
So June 27th, I was in a meeting with the Druids, and I told them about the experience and why I left without saying anything. One person reminded me that in the old days, sometimes multiple Seers were present during a ritual—it was a communal experience.
Which reminded me immediately of some African Traditions that practice possession work. In some traditions, participants will wear certain colors to signify to the entities whose a horse and who’s not. Sometimes those entities don’t give a shit, They’ll ride whomever They want.
I realized that is what happened. Morfran saw more than one Seer at the ritual and was trying to jump into me, too. I did get the urge to type in the chat, but I told Him no, because I didn’t want to be rude to the host and other Seer.
The next day, when the other Seer posted the omen, I had seen parts of that omen before I was able to close the page—waay before the omen was given.
I’ve been at in person rituals where entities have tried to jump into me, too. Rituals where I’m just an attendee—I’m not part of the group at all. Usually all it takes is a no and They back off.
I used to be with a group where a lot of us were psychics who practiced channeling and possession work, it wasn’t uncommon for me to also be ridden with the chosen Diviner. Entities would speak and I would type. But this was okay with the group. Shoot once, I and another Seer were both fully possessed and the entities were having a discussion in front of the attendees. It was completely spontaneous!
Sometimes though, an entity might really push for me to tell a group—that I’m not part of—to give a message or add to the Diviner’s message. I’ll just be sitting there arguing with the entity to go tell the Diviner their message. It’s not my place to “take over a reading”; it’s rude. That’s the last thing that I want to do. Sometimes Gods don’t care about human feelings or etiquette. For some reason the diviner can’t hear or whatever the reason is. But I can usually push Them back.
Honestly a concern that I have when I attend rituals of groups that I don’t know—having entities ride me without my permission. Then you have some people who think you’re doing it on purpose—main character syndrome, you know?
Or they think you don’t actually know what you’re doing.
It’s not a weakness. If a God wants to possess you, there ain’t nothing a human can do about it, I don’t care who the fuck you are. Sometimes Mama Hekate does let it happen to me. I am oathed to serve the Gods and Spirits. I am a conduit, a bridge. I don’t always have a say in those matters. You try telling a pushy God to back off—it ain’t easy. They’ll only back off if They want to, or if your Spirit Team/Allies step in. Ain’t no human gonna overpower a God.
Sometimes I get blindsided and Hekate will remove them. Then other times, like the 25th, I eventually realized what was happening, and although Tyr and Hekate were there, I decided to talk to the God and deal with it myself. Morfran did back off, but it took a lot (left me tired, too). Maybe that’s where the bad connection was?
Maybe it’s the masochist in me, but I am curious about Morfran now. I know a tiny bit about Him. After what happened on the 25th, I was just going to avoid rituals with Him in it, until the 27th when I was reminded about the other things. I did attend a ritual featuring Morfran after the election that featured a protection sigil in ‘24 or early ‘25—I was instructed by my Gods to work the sigil through one of Them, not Morfran—because I didn’t have a relationship with Him. During that rite, I felt, like, a prodding or curiosity, which I’ve felt from strange Deities before. When entities are aware that you have abilities, They may check you out. Sometimes They stick around, sometimes They leave…
…or They may just attempt to ride you.
Now I’m just curious. The only Welsh Deity that I work with is Cerridwen—probably because I struggle reading the language (although on the 27th, I learned that the -dd in Welsh is pronounced as -th. Makes it a little easier).
If any of you pursue possession work, remember that They don’t always listen to what we want. It’s good to have Other Guardians who can remove entities from you, especially if it’s unwanted. Only Gods can stop other Gods. We are at Their mercy. Be careful if you oath yourself to a Entity—They may just use you as we use cellphones—whenever They want. This work isn’t always safe; nor is it necessarily how Christian Hollywood Horror portrays possession work, either.
June 25th’s host also said that the next time he leads a ritual, if it happens again, to not fight it. To just let it happen. If it happens again, I will. Perhaps I’ll ask the other Druids, too: “Hey, if I feel an entity coming through, do you want me to tell them no, or just let them through?” I want to be respectful to my Gods, but also to the humans of the community, too.
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